Well...for once..i knw shes right...i wen to her blog juz nw and read her post..im shock...well...she still haf feelings fer me...bt dats nt the point...the point is....she right...i haf to let go...ITS IMPOSSIBLE!!!!...my past is like a whirlpool...ive lety go b4....but me past keep draging me bck....in other words...im going in circles...ive let everything go...i did...bt it cme bck....damn...its hard...bt im trying even harder....well i realise dat...mayb im gd in helping ppl wif love...bt maybe love is not meant for me...i noe..IN TIME....dat special sme1 will cme...well till den...i dowan to fall in love...its not that i am afraid to be hurt again...well...i wanna spend tyme wif me frens fam and meself...bt i cnt be sure...i am kinda of promiscuous...haha...hais..haha...well all i cn do nw is well juz GO WITH THE FLOW...in life dat is....and wait...ppl often sae gd things cme to ppl who waits...well i believe in that...its proven...lyk wen i waited for her rly wen i juz gt her num...welll...i donoe hw lng it took but...in the end she cntcted me and...there we ar....together...haha..or or lyk right nw...waited fer 1 mnths+ for a new phne...and nw...im finally getting it...WOHOO!!!...but its a mayb dat is...hais...haha...anyways...i haf let go...i juz need a lil mre TIME...well being patient is the least dat i cn do....haha dtas all...i hpe things will b for the better for me and every1 in life...:D