Ive made a stupid mistake 2dae...i mde her mad..i should hav known she wasnt using me bt treat me like a true fren...but i was stupidly wrong....u...if ure reading dis...i apologise again...i didnt mean 2 sae those things...its juz dat....i was angry at dat tyme and u said u tknk cntct me again...den everything becomes a mess....well im really really sowie....i really really hpe i cn win bck ur trust and i cn become ur true fren...i want to b...bt afta wad hppen...well i tink she doesnt want me to b...hais..wad a mess...i really hpe she forgive me...i cnt live like dis...well i cn live lyk dis if i hurt any of me frens...it will hurt me inside to...i juz dowan dat 2 hppen...bec...idk...i treat me frens...who are close lyk family..and if one is hurt it seem as though uve hurt a family member....i really treasure me relationship wif frens and fam...bec w/o them...ill be a lonely soul...i really really hpe i cn win bck her trust...im so regretting this...i cn do things right even when i was her bf...always mde her sad...i mde her cry...wad kind of a bf am i...bt wen ive started to cnge...it was too late....well nw i kinda haf second toughts wen wanting to haf a relationship....well im srry again....dats all...